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hey

  Hey Let me start off like this only because I don’t know how else to start I feel trapped in my own life like always I feel crap like always I can’t be strong anymore I feel like I can open to better if I type how I feel i feel that way but I do our paths crossed 4 a reason if I type how I feel it helps me know what's on my mind better. Do u mind if i do that I seem to be getting close to u I hope don't mind I've been thinking about u a lot lately but I have. bean I hope that's ok bc I can't help it. But I guess thinking about u is better then what I think about  most of the time rite I’m trying to think of where I would fit in at would I fit in there do they have any thinking of u n of things I  can do to keep my mind I’m not trying to scare you off but I don’t feel that I can open up to anyone else your the 1st in a long time as you know I don’t share my feelings about you to the world if I have to I Wii You have no idea how I feel about you. You don't...
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pbp

  Piece By Piece   Rolling to be  filled You by you would never leave me Would do anything to be with you and I want to you picked me up off the ground Piece by piece you filled the holes That you burn in me You never walk away You take care of me You love me Piece by piece You with me everyday   your words fry high Your love makes me feel free You make me feel needed when I feel worthless   Piece by piece you filled the holes in me you burn in me the love you have for me you never walk away You take care of me You love me Piece by piece You have my heart Piece by piece Piece by piece   Piece by piece I fell far from the tree You’ll never walk away You’ll never break my heart You’ll take care of things and love me   Piece by piece Piece by piece    
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hey

  Hey i had a dream about you the other night I actually have been having alot of them since i started seeing you i see you in my head in the day time i miss you when I’m not with you at night when I’m in bed I talk to you tell you i love you I don’t think you believe me though do you? In my dreams I feel your arms are wrapped around me and your laying beside me like my angel that you are to me don’t tell anybody else this but I’m only living for you now you may think I’m joking but no bs I love you we never finished talking about how have I touched you??Can we talk about that I wanted to talk about it but not with anybody else with us and what about the adopt me thing i was for real I wasn’t playing when I asked you that I can’t sleep 230 am. 5-112022 can’t stop thinking guess what about? You 5-122022 mom thinks I’m doin better on my meds but I’ve had a headache every day since the last day I saw you that was the only day I didn’t have 1 if I was feeling better why am i ...
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feelings

  hey do & on top of that they don't understand how bad you hurt inside because you hold it in to make sure you don't hurt them like you do   i ask myself all  the time why me  have a life like this There's a reason 4 everything we may not  know what the reason is but we will find out when we leave this world   I will overcome   my fear I have never felt so unwanted n alone broken I never thought I would be dropped from a place just because of something crazy   Heaven is real ok sometimes I think to myself will I go there 1day  can I go there now? Do I fit in the world like i am because kind don't feel any good.  But I am   talking to myself I'm talking to the world
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my story

  My story  I feel like I don't matter 2 people I feel alone scared I don't feel wanted in this world I'm broken don't try 2 fix me I don't understand so help me please  I need 2 cry everyday & I do but y me everyday  is my life this a lot 4 my ihead/book \\but y me. It seems this will never end  Y do my tears fall like clear water?? It hurts so bad but when it's not even how I feel I'm scared of fallen alone & broken I don't know what 2 do or how 2 fix it so help me My water in my tears is dark & icy cold but clear not black I need 2 put a happy face on but I feel like I can't but y? Y do I hurt how can I fix it?? Help me break out of my shell it rains in my life everyday y does it hurt y do we get hurt so easy & it’s so hard 2 get up when we fall on our faces so hard because our hearts r broken into pieces y me. y do people that say they care about u the most hurt u so bad they no u care but in turn u no they don't in your heart...
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love

love why after so long of being without someone you have loved for 10+ years of your life no mater what they have done to you or will do to you no matter how they have hurt you you always have & always will love them & you will always go back to him\her because they are & always will be the ONLY TRUE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE in the end because you feel safe with them you know you matter because they were your 1st\only true love
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why

do you often wonder why people we love can hurt us as bad as they do & on top of that they don't understand how bad you hurt inside because you hold it in to make sure you don't hurt them like you i ask myself all  the time why me  have a life like this 
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